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Tuesday, March 31, 2009

one door opens.. another one shuts..
someone tell me what is going on.

what i really wanted.. i tried hard but could not get..
what i did not want.. i was given..
what i settle for.. i got almost effortlessly..

and so i wonder..
"And to the angel of the church in Philadelphia write,
'These things says He who is holy, He who is true, He who has the key of David, He who opens and no one shuts, and shuts and no one opens": ...

"fine.. U dont want me.. ill take this city and burn it. ill prove all of U wrong and make U eat Ur words. im not suitable? see me suitable when U see my works all over the cities. see me rebel against this free country. why are U still so interested when Ur not accepting me anyway. why do U care. see me burn this school and all thats been built. Master, Master, where's the dreams that I've been after?" - somewhat how i felt on my way back.. haha.. i was angry.. disappointed.. because i din get what i wanted.. feelings have died down a though i still wonder.. why am i put here?




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