... to stand up and defend for yourself?
or... to not defend yourself?
or ... to stand up and defend, not for yourself but for the greater cause of others..



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3:48 PM


ahhh..
woke up with my body all aching..
jus cos i was at sentosa yesterday..
played so much at the beach..
played rugby, it was a crazy scene..
played soccer with some wild kids..
built castles that were sandy..
swan to the other side of sea..

so it was a long day at sentosa.. we did all of that.. rugby was so crazy, soccer with some ang moh kids.. playin with the sand and making balls.. it was all damn fun.. so now.. my body is aching..

-just because others have given up on you..
-doesnt mean its time to give up on yourself..

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11:53 AM


i dont remember if ive ever put the lyrics to solution..
but im gonna do it anyway..

It is not a human right
To stare not fight
While broken nations dream
Open up our eyes, so blind
That we might find
The Mercy for the need

Singin Hey Now
Fill our hearts with your compassion
Hey Now
As we hold to our confession
Yeah

It is not too far a cry
To much to try
To help the least of these
Politics will not decide
If we should rise
And be your hands and feet

Singing Hey Now
Fill our hearts with your compassion
Hey Now
As we hold to our confession

Woah-oh-oh,
God be the solution
Woah-oh-oh
We will be Your hands and be Your feet.
Yeah, yeah

Higher than a circumstance
Your promise stands
Your love for all to see
Higher than protest line and dollar signs
Your love is all we need

Only you can mend the broken heart
And cause the blind to see
Erase complete the sinners past
And set the captives free
Only you can take the widows cry
And cause her heart to sing
Be a father to the fatherless
Our savior and our king
We will be your hands, we will be your feet
We will run this race
On the darkest place, we will be your light
We will be your light

We will be your hands , we will be your feet
We will run this race for the least of these
In the darkest place, we will be your light
We will be your light (we’ll say/sing?)

We will run we will run
We will (run with the solution?) (2x)

We will be your hands we will be your feet
We will run this race for the least of these
In the darkest place we will be your light
We will be your light

-solution by hillsongs united

And the song should be playing by now..
in accoustic version.

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11:31 PM


strange isnt it?
we depreciate what we used..
we appreciate what we lose..

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4:51 PM


I was sure by now,God,
that You would have reached down
and wiped our tears away,
stepped in and saved the day.
But once again, I say amen
and it's still raining
as the thunder rolls
I barely hear You whisper through the rain,
"I'm with you"
and as Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise
the God who gives and takes away.

And I'll praise you in this storm
and I will lift my hands
for You are who You are
no matter where I am
and every tear I've cried
You hold in your hand
You never left my side
and though my heart is torn
I will praise You in this storm

I remember when I stumbled in the wind
You heard my cry to You
and raised me up again
my strength is almost gone how can I carry on
if I can't find You
and as the thunder rolls
I barely hear You whisper through the rain
"I'm with you"
and as Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise
the God who gives and takes away


I lift my eyes onto the hills
where does my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord, the maker of heaven and earth
I lift my eyes onto the hills
where does my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord, the maker of heaven and earth

beautiful song by casting crowns, praise you in the storm.

i will praise you all my days..
in the good times..
and even the bad..

for U are faithful..
even when i am not..

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3:16 AM


he that walks with wise men shall be wise,
a companion of fools shall be destroyed.

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11:53 AM


christ is the reason for christmas. dont cross out the meaning in christmas..
jesus is the reason for the season..
though this isnt the real time that was his birth..

the one who flung the stars in their place..
the one who spoke the earth into movement..
you stepped into our world of darkness..
you came down to our level..
to save us helpless and weak..
the king of angels..
born into no royalty..
to fulfill the father's will..
to die on the cross..
friends, acquaintances and lover..
brought far from him..
soldiers gambled for his clothes..
the father turned his back on him..
and he cried out..
it is finished..
and forever it will be..

He came born to this earth..
to die for all of mankind..

this season..
we celebrate your birth..

happy birthday jesus

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5:51 AM




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11:22 PM

A thousand times I've failed
Still Your mercy remains And should I stumble again
I'm caught in Your grace
Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame

Your will above all else
My purpose remains
The art of losing myself
In bringing You praise
Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame

In my heart and my soul
Lord I give You control
Consume me from the inside out
Lord let justice and praise
Become my embrace
To love you from the inside out

Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart
Is to bring You praise
From the inside out
Lord my soul cries out
---
From the inside out by hillsongs united

-fighting for victory?
     or
-fighting from victory?

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9:13 AM


im not for religion..
its not a religion..
its a relationship..
its a walk..
a walk with god..

salvation is here and he lives in me..
salvation that died just to set me free..

-this world has been judged..
-receive your Saviour..

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8:12 AM


lol.. im living the night life.. seems as if my day begins when the sun sets.. and i go on.. until i get tired.. then sleep again and wake up "early".. haha.. but it was different yesterday.. i woke up early at 1am on wed.. then stayed up.. then went out.. reached home abt evening.. and couldnt help but sleep jus before dinner..

i was out with ivan yesterday.. i went to art friend and found a couple of useful stuff.. some face paint, a sharpie, a small canvas, fabric paint, an a-z stencil.. we were at far east.. and i jus kept browsing through the band tees.. but cant find what i want.. its jus the same few.. the 2 shops at far east offer things not found elsewher.. ther was aother shop therthat was selling band tees.. but other than mcr.. it seems like its a metal shop.. ivan was lookin for a cardigan.. 39 at the 2 shops at far east seemed too ex.. so we went to penin to buy his cardigan.. that was $20.. lols.. was tired that i slept on the bus to penin.. Zzz..

later..

-money is not the root of evil..
-the love of money is the root of evil..

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9:45 AM


its been quite some time..
graduation was jus saturday and i moved on to arrow.. its something i would choose to avoid if possible.. but clearly.. things like that dont happen.. mixed feelings of goin on to a new place.. my first service of arrow was alright.. service seemed kinda same as dare service.. praise and worship, preeching and all.. though its jus different.. the people.. the feeling.. the atmosphere.. the.. "know no one" feeling.. but everyone seemed pretty friendly.. for now..

well.. im invited to go to the caregroup gathering.. though its a jc gathering and im not in any way goin to a jc.. haha

a new season to life.. new things.. but i know.. everything will work together for good..

-love money or love people?
-use money or use people?

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5:27 AM


what profits a man who gains the whole world but loses his own soul?

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10:06 PM

a few videos that i took at encounter jesus3 camp that i came back from last week.. it was the first night.. the first service.. i was doin the lights.. the first one was suppose to be an opening.. my advice is to turn down the volume before playin cos its kinda loud.. U cant expect much from my digital camera that has such limited functions.. the quality is not at all good.. both the video and sound..

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8:32 PM


have been busy since i came back from ej3.. quite busy.. now i have fever.. but by grace i have life.. since i came back.. i have been busy - painting my room - watching Heros - and resting.. its been so long since i last blogged.. i guess im doin it only when i feel like it..

up till now.. ive finished painting 2 walls of my room.. thanks to ivan and wai leong.. who helped me with the first wall.. 2 grey walls.. not sure when ill continue with it though.. now my rooms in a mess..

ive cut a few new stencils.. one which im very proud of.. - zaraki kenpachi.. another is the skeleton of a hand.. and a flamable sign.. kenpachi turned out real nicely.. though there are some flaws i know of.. but it still turned out okay.. the skeleton hand one was good.. i din screw it up.. it looks so good.. but the flamable sign.. sorta screwed it up a bit.. figured cuting thin lines would be sucidal.. well the stencil is still alright and usable.. cant wait to use them..

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6:49 PM

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