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6:58 PM


laggy blogger.. havent log on for a while.. havent used the com much.. feel like changing my blogskin.. cos it doesnt seem to reflect me anymore.. at most it would at most take a night.. lol.. but weekday no time for these stuff..





yst i did homework! went home abt 6 plus after art lesson.. then i decided to go to sleep and wake up ltr.. slept abt seven.. woke up at abt 1.. my mother was still awake.. had my dinner.. was very good stuff.. then i did my homework.. i completed my poa homework.. then did some maths.. i emailed my artist statement late at 2plus.. supposed to be 12am.. lol.. then abt 4am i went to slp till 6.. somehow i like this kind of lifestyle.. gives me more time to do my homework.. though i cnt do it everyday..





then today.. new timetable.. history test is screwed.. hardly wrote half a page even when including the qns.. had health check.. our whole class waste time.. even the girls had their own meeting.. until abt fifteen mins left till end of the two periods then we strolled back to class the long way.. then our class made choo chu train.. poa i was sent to the old hag tchr.. i did the homework also nvr hand in.. waste my time sia.. earlier know no need do.. the old hag was a hell of crap sia..





assembly was a drag also.. so sian.. talking cork all the way.. went wit phelan to cut hair after sch.. it was ok la.. my alr short fringe is shorter.. overall seems fine.. but hav to wait for a couple of mths to wait it grow again.. Zzz..

kalai helping ms kang tie.. then she looking like a child sia..

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6:35 PM


had dare today.. pastor lawraunce ( lol.. dono hw to spell.. ) preached.. was good.. everythin was quite good la..nth to say.. im still looking for hand sock.. wanting to cut my hair alr.. cos its too diff to maintain.. so i always jus put my cap on.. for convinent sake.. and then jus cos of that ppl call me emo.. Zzz

still got hw to do.. i havent spent much time studying.. as i promised giam 2hrs a day in his office.. but finding the time is the problem.. -spending time using the com.. -staying out late.. -wasting time doin nth.. -watching tv.. - lazing ard.. -and even typing this word probably cost me another 10s.. if i could jus spend 2hrs a day studying.. when everything seems so difficult.. i jus start to get distracted and all.. then things dont get done.. cos even if thers a will to do.. thers also a dont know how to do.. then thers a lazy to do..

why a living thing.. full of life me.. gives up so easily to a no living textbook.subject? such things should not defeat me so easily.. i should not bow down.. all these things were created by god.. surely he can help me.. and in the end.. all the glory will go to him..

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12:30 AM


stayed awake last night to do for jarrvis a blogskin.. as always.. it isnt as easy.. faced problems.. even after loading to photobucket.. a couple of times i needed to edit again.. so hav to re-upload.. then the photobucket and blogger another ccb one.. even though i uploaded new image.. still showed in blogger or photobucket the old one.. crediting was a hassle.. mus go and see whose brushes i used.. then go back and find their url.. i even got permission from the artist of the picture.. i was done at about four of five am.. slept abt 6 hrs then jus nw i gave him the coding..

his blogger was lagging.. so i thought i would send him the background image.. after receiving it..
he said: and this is..
shit

fuking nice!!!
lol.. that scared the gell outa me at first.. cos ther was a pause after he said 'shit' i was like.. not nice no need say until shit rite.. i spent so many many hours doing.. not nice dont like jus say dn like.. then dn use lor.. wth..

but i wasnt that.. he said fukin nice.. though i din think its the same degree of 'nice' in my eyes.. then after i said dn take out the credits.. he said consider.. -- then he said put his name in.. lol.. -- doesnt make sense when i dont remember him doing anythin ^^.. he jus told me wad pic he wanted.. haha.. well wateva he case.. if i nt happy wit him i cn jus rip his blog apart cos his images are hosted by my photobucket acc.. hehe^^

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2:28 PM


today wake up liao no time for other things.. straight go sch for art lesson.. was such a drag to get myself up.. from 7am wanted to wake up.. lesson start at 9.. i finally woke up at 8:40.. obviously i was late.. the sso called lesson.. though we were hardly taught.. more of given time to draw our line drawings.. went for lunch halfway.. by the time we took our time go to tiong - take away kfc - go back sch with our own sweet time - then eat at foyer agaain takin our time.. even after eatin.. we still sit ther watch scenery.. by the time go back class.. almost 'lesson' wan to end liao..

went home.. had to bath and change to meet other rs at 4.. i was late.. buteven when i wass late.. only josh was ther.. waited for others took forever.. while waiting.. we frequently kana approached by ppl selling pens.. apparently for charity.. josh told me he once asked for license from those charity ppl.. then the person jus say 'dn wan donate then nvm lor' smth like that.. hmm.. one way to 'not donate'.. josh also said that some of these ppl get commision.. like every 10 dollars of donations.. get 3.. wad sia.. they work for old NKF ah? we kana asked for donations.. even when we say we bought one each alr.. they say " wah..so generous buy one.. buy somemore la!" dotx.. wth sia.. if i buy one i alr very generous ok.. -but i didnt buy any.. jus lied to them..- haha..

waited for other ppl at citilink.. or is it citylink? then went to the place.. oli dome if im not mistaken.. booked the whole place for severs appreciation night..waited for quite a long while before my growling stomach could be fed.. the food was power.. got standard sia.. played a couple of silly games.. - i took out my shoelaces from my shoes in vain.. yum seng was veri frequent.. before eating got.. before lucky draw got.. while eating also got.. ther was a few items.. bryan sang french song.. and others also.. then it was the last item.. highlight sia.. first it was pastor dan dancing few others blanga.. but after that he asked for one each from every misistry to get them to dance.. it was hillarious at some points.. watching them dancing to the music.. pastor dan changes the song every so often.. this severs night certainly mermorable..

-do i really look that emo?

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12:28 AM


w00ts!!!!
finally done with my new layout and design.. i designed it in photoshop myself.. with the pic from devianart.. still learning to design with photoshop brushes.. now that i know how to download the brushes to photoshop.. though i hav to admit.. i still cant code the layouts entirely myself yet.. still learning ya.. wah.. spent a couple of hrs.. spent the morning.. faced some big problems sia.. seemed as if it took me forever to figure it out.. but now that im done.. ima so satisfied and happy and glad and proud of myself.. cos i can boldly call this my work.. haha.. finally.. something that thrills me to do.. got to do some touching up and crediting for the pic.. and mother bugging me to go sleep.. but still.. not so soon

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6:34 AM


Now I know
That I can't make you stay
But where's your heart?
But where's your heart?
But where's your

And I know
There's nothing I can say
To change that part
To change that part
To change

So many
Bright lights they cast a shadow
But can I speak
Is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete
A life that's so demanding
I get so weak
A love that's so demanding
I can't speak

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay
I'll be forgiving
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

Can you ?
My eyes are shining bright
'Cause I'm out here on the other side
Of a jet black hotel mirror
And I'm so weak
Is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete
A love that's so demanding
I get weak

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay I'll be forgiving

Nothing you can say can stop me going home
These bright lights have always blinded me
These bright lights have always blinded me
I said

I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay I'll be forgiving
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

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10:21 PM


i finally made all the changes to the template.. its different now.. though not so obvious.. im hoping i cn learn more of this coding on my own.. so i wont rely on other ppl source and edit it.. which is very limited.. compared to designing and coding it every way i want it to be..

sunday alr.. yst had dare to play #3.. it was still ok good.. played one game only though.. doesnt make much diff to me.. then to the concert they call it.. everything about it was wonderful.. the lights... the sound.. but i only wished mah friends were there.. its more than sad that they were not free.. hopefully i would be able to make it for the planetshakers one.. june..

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9:59 PM


broke mah hse key yst.. i was able to tak it out at first.. but iput in again.. then cannot come out liao.. then when i came home aft takwondo.. the lock change to new one.. cost mah parents 100bucks as they said.. luckily they din force me to pay for it since i was da one who caused it..

today was chinese prelims.. and i jus knew it when i reached sch today sia.. how much worse can it get.. i asked mah friends till they were fedup wiff me.. i tot it was in class.. but it was in hall.. i tot it was after skool.. but it was right afta fraGRaising.. ok.. so i screwed up the prelims.. esp the compo.. like everyone else.. i was forced to do the last qns coz i din understand the first 2.. after repeating my points for 3 paragraphs.. i stopped at half a page and din noe wadd to write.. slept for quite a while till one teachher woke me up by tapping on me.. (unlike kbg who shoke me to nightmares..) and wai leong right behind me keep kicking my chair for nuTs man.. and it wasnt Ur normal kick.. he tapped on making my chair vibrate.. so damn bloody irritating man.. went for recess.. at abt ten plus.. paper 2 seemed a little better.. did the close passage.. skipped number compre and went straight to written compre.. i figured out i might not hav that much stamina for doing so much.. did lots of copying of the passage.. only 2 qns i left out.. went back to mcq and anyhow quess any number for it.. felt better abt it than paper 1..

after sch.. simply stayed ther after the paper for quite some time.. even after sch end.. did nth.. until went ta tiong eat kFc.. and we decided to go to meraH library to try study and make some use of our time.. wai leong ps us.. at the library.. we went ard the entrance got lots of science fun stuff.. puzzle.. magnet.. most of all had fun.. when we finally went up.. each of us did our own things.. at least for a while la.. jar drew on his new sketch book.. phelan as usual smsing.. i was browsing comics on the shelves nearby.. then shahril agreeded to be my model.. to tak some photos for my art.. he was good model.. i was good camera man.. soon after i took different moves and in different angles.. we soon verntured to taking photo movie.. dono what shahril called it.. cnt remember.. but that was wad we did.. i took pictures frame by frame.. photo by photo and slowly made it look like a movie.. at first it was his pencil case.. then his hand came into place.. and took out a calculator and he pressed hello on the calculator.. was quite smooth at first.. was a good first time for me i guessed.. shahril said he done it b4 at hm.. made another one of him walking.. then kicked my camera and i made it look like my camera flew.. haha.. now this is something intresting..




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9:21 PM


sian.. today went to see giam.. 1145.. stand ther in his office with my parents for more than half hr.. all beng gek fault.. listen to him talk.. she send ppl to principal.. anyhow send one sia.. she say that phelan distrup class and talkative.. when its jarr who is the main one.. ranil also got kana.. when he shldnt.. lol.. waste his time..

he ask us all got standard qns.. first is ask wad is our aim after o lvls.. then ask us wad we will do to acheive that.. in between got lots of other small things.. and ask us qns and ssay he got say in assembly.. i din noe wad to ans.. almost every qns.. din noe wad is the mark for b4.. din noe wad is the challenge he gave in assembly.. din noe wad was the target for our corhord.. the funny thing was.. he talkin halfway then his brown fur on his chair drop over.. then his hand went over but it jus fell.. i almost laughed out loud..

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5:34 PM


damn.. finally made the changes.. changed the background.. changed the image.. the credits too.. the imagees from devianart.. jus edited it in photoshop.. the next step is to figure out how to write the codes myself to make it more personalised.. and now its late.. everyones alseep.. takewondo tml.. Zzz..



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12:46 AM


Zzz.. din go to sch again today.. jus cos i hav 2days mc.. then my parents ask me if i wan to go to sch.. actually i wanted to go to sch one.. but cos they ask.. i also dn want to say i wan to go sch.. so in the end the let me stay at hm.. Zzz.. veri sian.. shld hav gone to sch.. sure got lots of hw piling up.. and jar pon today the first 2 lessons.. if i went to sch mayb i might hav went wit him.. shld hav gone to sch..

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2:32 PM

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