a short post.. after a long week. the feeling was long. theres lots of things to do. especially when its going to be the last week before the break.. got assignments to hand in. higher percentage ones. its not really fun to be busy. hopefully for the coming week ill post one entry a day. hopefully.

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4:46 PM


woo hoo.. jus came back from the zone koncert. song bo.. woo hoo.. song bo.. power ah.. cant wait for them to come back again..jus cant describe the feeling.. the atmosphere.. heaven on earth.. kinda..

the lights went off. it was pitch dark. the crowd was roaring. they got restless. light sticks were flying all over. the drums played a beat. the crowd was cheering louder. the band started playing. "are you ready?". everyone went wild. the floodlights were on. the music was close to deafening. it was crazy.. like a dream of some sort. somewhat fantasy.. and i told god, i wish you were here. every single one of you out there.

It is not a human right
To stare not fight
While broken nations dream
Open up our eyes, so blind
That we might find
The Mercy for the need

Singin Hey Now
Fill our hearts with your compassion
Hey Now
As we hold to our confession
Yeah

It is not too far a cry
To much to try
To help the least of these
Politics will not decide
If we should rise
And be your hands and feet

Singing Hey Now
Fill our hearts with your compassion
Hey Now
As we hold to our confession

Woah-oh-oh,
God be the solution
Woah-oh-oh
We will be Your hands and be Your feet.
Yeah, yeah

Higher than a circumstance
Your promise stands
Your love for all to see
Higher than protest line and dollar signs
Your love is all we need

Only you can mend the broken heart
And cause the blind to see
Erase complete the sinners past
And set the captives free
Only you can take the widows cry
And cause her heart to sing
Be a father to the fatherless
Our savior and our king
We will be your hands, we will be your feet
We will run this race
On the darkest place, we will be your light
We will be your light

We will be your hands , we will be your feet
We will run this race for the least of these
In the darkest place, we will be your light
We will be your light

We will run we will run
We will run with the solution

We will be your hands we will be your feet
We will run this race for the least of these
In the darkest place we will be your light
We will be your light

i saw the world lost in darkness. without hope and life. i saw their need.
i saw.. my time, my generation,my purpose.

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1:27 AM


alright after being awake for afew hours, ive finally ready to start my homework all. most likely not goin to sleep, and jus go straight to school later. cos i woke up at 5 plus jus nw.. tuesday, one long day. i would probably sleep in the late afternoon lectures. and now, i got quite a few things to chiong.. some i dont know how to do. at least ive finally got into the mood to start.. lol.. thank god for holy days(holidays).

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7:46 PM

Casting Crowns - Who Am I

Who am I?
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt.
Who am I?
That the bright and morning star,
Would choose to light the way,
For my ever wondering heart.

Not because of who I am.
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done.
But because of who you are.

I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow.
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord you catch me when I'm falling,
And you told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.

Who am I?
That the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
And watch me rise again
Who am I?
That the voice that calm the sea,
Would call out through the rain,
And calm the storm in me.

Not because of who I am.
But because what of youve done.
Not because of what I've done.
But because of who you are.

I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow.
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord you catch me when I'm falling,
And you told me who I am.
I am yours.

Not because of who I am.
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done.
But because of who you are.

I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow.
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord you catch me when I'm falling,
You told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.

Whom shall I fear?
Whom shall I fear?
'Cuz I am yours.
I am yours.

somehow, i stumbled upon this song just now. and it was one heaven of a song. peaceful, and full of meaning. for the king of kings would care about me, a little one who cares not but myself. on this little earth comepared to the infinite universe that is expanding as i am typing right now. yet he never leaves me even when i fail or do wrong, forever here to guide me every step of the way.


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10:48 PM


it was one whole day at school though it actually ended at 12. spend a coupole of hours drawing the perspective of the block. not a fruitful drawing that cos i din had any feel to draw. then went to have dinner with family.. the jap food was alot alot.. eat until very full.. it was then that i was about to reach home that got call to go play soccer..
and it was when i went to play soccer.. that i played bare footed until there was a hole in my foot.. not really but thats what it feels and looks like.. probably a blister, quite a big one. on the bll of my foot..
i peeled off the thick skin, showing the delicate red flesh that was neither skin nor did it bleed. it was thin and sensitive everytime it touches anythin. it made walking difficult as i needed to limp to avoid it touching anything as much as possible. it wasnt unbearably painful, but it jus felt it felt like it was about to break. i wanted to put up a picture of it, but it seemed too gore-ry. literally a big red circle in my foot.
now i just want to sleep.. too tired to do any homework though i have quite a few to hand in on tuesday.

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11:46 PM


great.. i lied on my bed and the next thing i knew i slept through and woke up at 3thirty.. my intention was to do my design fund to hand in later.. but since i still have time i better do it nw.. i guess resting first was better.. at least i did not wake up too late.. if not no time to do..

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4:17 AM


today is the first time i..
pon school.. not lesson or lecture, cos i pon lecture a couple of times alr, but one day of school. one day of school of one lecture.. Zzz
i know.. i should have done it much earlier.. or.. i should never have done it.. but today is jus woke up late.. one hour later than i should.. fifteen mins to start of lecture and i was still in bed. even i i chiong, the earliest i would reach is one hour late. no point.. late tap card also considered absent. i rather get more sleep.. sleep sleep.. something i hardly got the past week. monday + tuesday total sleep = 8 hours. Zzz..

stop to sit down..
stop and lie down..
look at the clouds.

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3:30 PM


no homework. Enjoy life. yes indeed. ill never enjoy life if i hate my homework. so its not true that i dont have any homework at hand. in fact, i have quite a few.

-thumbnails to show for colour theory on monday
-report to hand in,
-research on SHIRTS to show for concept development on tuesday
-drawing of corridor to show on thursday
-pictogram assignment to hand in on friday

i have realised that consistency is important, though im not that consistent after all. and up till now, i still sometimes live a nortunal lifestyle even on school days.

And currently theres this -research on SHIRTS that i have to do, which i have no idea what i have to do even though i have the powerpoint slides the lecturer presented with. here is the almost exact copy of what was on the slides.

Assignment Specifications

Jiunn’s Hawaiian Shirt (Brand) is launching a print advertisement w/ the slogan:

“Earth’s Most Creative Shirt!”

You are responsible to generate ideas of the main image.


Things to do before next class:

*Collect at least 2 pages of found images of SHIRTS. One is the research of shirts you think are creative, while the other are found images that associate with / inspired by SHIRT.

*Also, for at least 1 page, use the word SHIRT as source to start generate ideas for “Earth’s Most Creative Shirt!”

*Use your found images as inspiration & Jiunn’s Mind Mapping technique to record your idea generating processes.

well the thing is, as cool as this assignment may sound, i dont understand what the to do.. --? neither do my friends. too konfusing..

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11:56 PM


courage is not just boldness.
but boldness to face your giants.
for boldness to face the lesser comes to everyone.

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12:51 AM


its been one heaven of a week.. well not exactly.. i got c for 2 exercises.. urghH.. unfair luh.. haiZ.. it was just down to whether there was skill or not.. not how much effort put into the work.. but what can i do.. giving up is justoo stupid.. i can only work harder in my next assignments.. its a damn bloody unfair world.. but my God is also unfair. unfairly good.

really seems like i wont be playing soccer in nyp..ever since ive come into this school ive never played soccer, but started playing basketball almost every other few days.. cos my school got 2 basketball courts while only got one soccer court that is very big and used for more than jus soccer.. so i scored my first basketball goal when i came here.. the most recent i played was yesterday.. with my class.. it was fun.. i no longer see it as a sport im afraid of.. or im afraid of it lesser now.. the first time i played i was so scared the ball i avoided it.. i jus handicapped my team in the 3v3.. haha.. in the second time i played i intercepted my first ball..blah blah blah and it goes on.. of course im not that good at all.. and im still a pus! to the ball sometimes..

how sweet the sound of victory,
even in captivity.

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6:29 AM


so yesterday everyone in our class dressed up and presented, there was a weird ?vampire?, alot of jap freaks, and korean, hip hop, a bouncer, slash the guitarist, a black sailor moon, a nerd geek, a sasuke, an aizen, a gara, a clown, a panda, a ghost. should i put up the photos??? though i did not take any. my stupid camera busted me when i needed it most by no more batree. Zzz only got those that from other ppl take one..

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2:45 AM


been so busy to have extra time to blog.. or mayb i was jus too lazy.. heavy workload from school.. hand in assignments and exercise at hand, then get new assignments and exercises. so its like not a day without homework to do. unless of course i finish it all quickly, which seems impossible because i have 5 modules (i think) and theres always work at hand for every one of them. finish one, got another one, and another one. so the best is always enjoy whatever i am doing. though i jus finished my colour theory assignment which is so badly done. planning to stay up till time to go to school. chiong the rest of my work. creating a new blog soon, for another purpose, but not enough time these days, so maybe in another month.

what would you do if a million dropped down one day on you?
would it slip off your hands as quickly as it came?
or will it grow to greater wealth?

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2:53 AM

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