Saturday, March 17, 2007
had dare today.. pastor lawraunce ( lol.. dono hw to spell.. ) preached.. was good.. everythin was quite good la..nth to say.. im still looking for hand sock.. wanting to cut my hair alr.. cos its too diff to maintain.. so i always jus put my cap on.. for convinent sake.. and then jus cos of that ppl call me emo.. Zzz
still got hw to do.. i havent spent much time studying.. as i promised giam 2hrs a day in his office.. but finding the time is the problem.. -spending time using the com.. -staying out late.. -wasting time doin nth.. -watching tv.. - lazing ard.. -and even typing this word probably cost me another 10s.. if i could jus spend 2hrs a day studying.. when everything seems so difficult.. i jus start to get distracted and all.. then things dont get done.. cos even if thers a will to do.. thers also a dont know how to do.. then thers a lazy to do..
why a living thing.. full of life me.. gives up so easily to a no living textbook.subject? such things should not defeat me so easily.. i should not bow down.. all these things were created by god.. surely he can help me.. and in the end.. all the glory will go to him..
-------
12:30 AM